I honestly think I am going insane

As you can tell, I think I am going insane. First of all, I got overly emotional when I saw a movie I watched a few years ago, and cry everytime I think of it. Jessica thinks I am more emotionally mature now than I was before, but I think this is just crazy, I mean crying when you think about something? The second thing is, I had an extraordinary dream last night and I am not sure if I mean that in a positive or negative way. My dream had a random anatomy to it, almost as if everything that I was thinking about or whatever is important in my life was talking to me.

Parts of my dream:

• My geography test; this may just be because I spent a lot of yesterday studying
• Praying; please do not beat me up for saying this, but I have not prayed in a while and it was kind of biting at me
• American Idol finale; I followed Anoop to the airport and he signed my ipod. I woke up scambling to see if it really was signed...
• The movie I watched; I was seeing some scenes over again and living them
• Love and tragedy; no clue
• Graduation

In other words, I am a complete mess. What is wrong with me? Ack. Perhaps I should spend the complete day studying and not thinking about this. I feel like... I don't know. Can someone work with me to decipher all of this?

On a side note, I think I need a hug.