Suicide is not the answer...

It honestly irritates when some fairly sane and normal people go into depression, and begin talking about suicide. I mean, come on, it may help rid you of your problems, but what about the new problems you are creating for your family and friends? The problems you left did not go away, you did, so someone new may come along and have the same problems you did, all because you did not solve them and prevent someone else from facing emotional distress. What they say is true, you do not know how much depression hurts until it happens to someone you know... Sadly I am experiencing this second-hand from a first-hand viewpoint, and let me tell you, it is not like the books and pictures. Of course there is one depressed person who wants to commit suicide, but unlike the fiction we all read, they do not "understand" when someone talks to them, like an anorexic they continue thinking their negative thoughts until they off themselves. Or, try to relate even the most non essentials, to death. I feel hopeless in this situation, for I need to help somehow, but whenever that person asks for advice on how to die, I simply slap them and tell them they are crazy, what other reason could there be? Attention? Well, even if someone writes a suicide note for attention, they are not completely sane, because which person in their right mind would write something so utterly sick, for the sake of being a narcissist? Well, whatever the reason they need help, and right now I am trying to do the best I can for that person, and hopefully they recover soon, because from all of us, we care about you.

I am sorry to have thrown all of this upon you blog readers, but it was necessary. So many teens these days are losing their lives because of problems they will forget in 5 years. Please, X if you are reading this, I am here for you, and everything will be alright. And for person B who is being so supportive of this, thank you so much. Person X does not know you are doing this, but they would appreciate it if they only knew how kind you were on the inside.

On a lighter note, I think we have finally found the root cause of X's problems, and hopefully the solution will come up soon enough.